The end...

It makes me sad knowing that the course is coming to a near end. I've made lots of new friends and will miss them loads! I will keep intouch with most of them and they know who they are! The course has had its ups and downs, ups being when graham, grant, callum and myself went to the bakers in pittchucar and bought a valentines cake and ate it in college. Grahams jokes(always being that tad to far) but made us laugh a hell of a lot. Grants quote of everyday " Right thats 5 too im away out for a fag" and Liams saying "RANGERRS!" From college i've learned not to judge people quite as much. I remember at the beggining of the course mitchie and myself despised each other he thought i was a chav and i thought he was a mosher. So one day he comes in college and not thinking i was hearing shouted "Chelsea's a bitch" after hearing this i flipped but we sorted our differences out. Anyway now we are like best friends and get on very well. I'd have to say my bestfriends from this course are calum, graham, liam, grant, and mitchie. They are the ones that are always there for me when i needed them the most. Ive said to myself i will not lose contact and i'm going to stick to my word! bye bye...

Blogging.

I think blogging is great. It's a great way to get out your thoughts and feelings. Some people can't talk to people about there problems and need to get them out and blogging i think is the best way to do it. Sure your not getting a reply but least your getting it all out. Especially if your in a bad mood you can just slam down on the keyboard and rant about what ever it is thats bothering you. At the beginning of the class, i thought great typing for 2 hours about nothing how boring. But as i started to get into it i enjoyed it. When i was little i used to have a diary and write in it everday so i think this is kind of the new way of doing that. I normally write things down if theres something on my mind so maybe i could type it up instead. If more people with problems just sat down one day and blogged about them, they would find it helps them. I'm only saying this because i feel it helps me. After this class ends i will definitly be blogging more, i'm started to really like it now...

What scares me...

Dyeing is what I'm scared of. I mean who's not scared of dyeing? You live for how many years and them boom your dead everything is gone and there's no going back, and eventually the world is going to end anyway so thats that. It's a scary thought knowing you will never see any of your family or friends, or any one who is close to you. Fair enough when your dead this wouldn't effect you but knowing that's what's going to happen does. I don't believe that anything happens after you die, some people say you can come back to live as an object or as a spirit but to be honest i think that's a load of nonsence. I know that everyone has to die at one point thats just the way it goes, but i want to live until i'm very old i want to live my life to the max and have lots of fun. I hate people that stay stuck in there beds all day, moaning and giving up on life. Whats the point in that? Fair enough people have thier problems which is understandble but wasting your life like that doesnt resolve anything. Especially when people die everyday from no fault of their own ie from illnesses or accidents etc and then there is alcaholics and drug addicts, also criminals who dont appreciate there life, still walking this earth. I think people should appreciate that they have a place on this earth and value that. You only have so long, so many years before there's an end so why waste it? Afterall you only live once!

Other things that's scare me are:

Heights.
Daddy long legs.
Being alone, especially when I'm older.
Losing the ones i love.
Not getting anywhere in life(being like my Mum).

Yeah, so before i started writing this blog i was in a good mood, can't say I am now.