What scares me...

Dyeing is what I'm scared of. I mean who's not scared of dyeing? You live for how many years and them boom your dead everything is gone and there's no going back, and eventually the world is going to end anyway so thats that. It's a scary thought knowing you will never see any of your family or friends, or any one who is close to you. Fair enough when your dead this wouldn't effect you but knowing that's what's going to happen does. I don't believe that anything happens after you die, some people say you can come back to live as an object or as a spirit but to be honest i think that's a load of nonsence. I know that everyone has to die at one point thats just the way it goes, but i want to live until i'm very old i want to live my life to the max and have lots of fun. I hate people that stay stuck in there beds all day, moaning and giving up on life. Whats the point in that? Fair enough people have thier problems which is understandble but wasting your life like that doesnt resolve anything. Especially when people die everyday from no fault of their own ie from illnesses or accidents etc and then there is alcaholics and drug addicts, also criminals who dont appreciate there life, still walking this earth. I think people should appreciate that they have a place on this earth and value that. You only have so long, so many years before there's an end so why waste it? Afterall you only live once!

Other things that's scare me are:

Heights.
Daddy long legs.
Being alone, especially when I'm older.
Losing the ones i love.
Not getting anywhere in life(being like my Mum).

Yeah, so before i started writing this blog i was in a good mood, can't say I am now.